When my mouth keeps telling you to go?
How can you go?
When my heart keeps asking you to stay?
I blame you!
For being so stupid, so dumb and so blinded by the words of my mouth that you cannot understand my heart.
Is it so complicated?
Is it so hard to figure my heart out?
Is it so hard to try?
In this uncertain and disappointing war, I do not have any amour on.
The weapons I thought I had are all gone.
Gone with the wind, gone to a place of no return.
I can't lay it to waste; eveything we ever did before the war.
I can't throw it into oblivion and pretend it never happened.
The eclipse of you and I
Oh! What a natural disaster!
A head-on collusion with multiple casualties; You and I, that is what we are.
We have searched in our own different ways; the meaning, the signs hidden beneath the chemistry that was.
The feeling of damage, destruction, obstruction and distraught, how do we survive it?
It felt so wrong yet so right.
A moment of Joy
A moment of peace
What is the point anyway?
Of you ruining me and me ruining you?
There's nothing left to say with our mouths though we have so much to say with our hearts
The turmoil and torture, when does it end?
I deny you the pleasure of thinking you were right, and I can't stand in the glory room of my victory when it is all blurry.
Blurry like the vision of a man with a neurological disorder.
Vertigo describes my world when you're in it
When you're not in it, it is void.
It has to be either Hallucinations, Dreams or a state of wonder!
It's like I threw my uncensored heart to you suddenly, and you couldn't stop it from falling.
I caused you to lose it and now, l blame you
I blame you for being good in bad and bad in good
I blame you for my heart and mouth that cannot be unanimous
I blame you for my feet can carry me nomore
I blame you for my weakness
I blame you because I gave up
And for so much more,
I BLAME YOU!
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